I don’t think people quite understand the person I am. As of right now I’m not understanding myself because I just typed a whole paragraph then erased it. I’m so confused as to where I’m supposed to be in life right now. I’m not grasping the life concept right now. I feel like I can’t interest people anymore and it’s so odd to me because I’ve never been this type of person. I feel like I haven’t cried in a while and I’ve been bottling up my emotions to a point where it’s too much to hold in. I’m not depressed or anything. I’m just confused. I can’t say what’s on my mind anymore,i dont think I’ve actually ever said what’s on my mind that’s why It’s so hard for me now. Like what’s wrong me, I should be able to do at least that. I can’t be honest with myself…. I’m all over the place right now when I’m sitting in the same position I’ve always been in. I need someone to keep me sane I think it’s cus I’m lonely. I just always feel alone.
